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Go on, be a PERV.
and LOOK DOWN
for directions! =)
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
well well well..im back..jus got back frm sch..tired tired tired..haiz..jus now in class..yee liang so cute..haha.. he speaks lyk leonard! totally man..so alike..! same de..wa..i wan go jio yee liang le..haha..wont wan la..gd frens nia..but we quite klose leh..i tink..haha..do da mascot..until kena poisened sia..spray da paint..till its all over my hands..wa..i did hair extension! so nice..haha..yesterdae go festpiel..not bad..reali nice music..and the ppl dere..wahaha..sum so kua zhang..sum so sexy sia..sr la..gwen la..hl and weishi..im da simplest noe..a black tee and da mng skirt..haha..cum to tink of it..rebecca, stephanie and i wore da same skirt ..so farnie..wa.. da guys ar..a shirt and long pants can liao..enuff to drool over..so shuai..! i'll nvr forget lo..esp sumone..haha which is me! ahaha..dan me timo gwen deb and alicious all got lost..haha..we were to go to funan..when we reached..all closed le..sad case..so,we continued walking and walking..so farnie..we walked till central fire station and we finally decided dat we got lost..haiya..wanted to hail a cab budden all got peeps..alas! we saw suntec! and raffles city! wa..so relieved sia..gwen's mum picked her up..cious and debz tompang..timo and i ate subway before getting on the train..haha..last nite considered as not bad liao le..my first time..haha..
and todae..ws hl quarrell wif cious..wad can i sae..its gd dat they let her noe..but it was a tinsey bit too harsh..
okie..heres part one of a story..for this week..
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[part one]
I took a deep breath. Was I seeing things? How could he betrayed me.......? Life became coloured when I got to know Gary. Things were simple, he had finished his national service and we were in the same course in 'U' we studied and the friends we both knew introduced him to me. Although he might not be a dashing guy who would sweep your feet off, he just had that warming smile everytime he saw me. Really, things were simple, going out for dates, little hugs and kisses every now and then, talks over any topic around the world, and I'm attracted to that goofy smile..... Things were fine in the beginning, we graduated and he got a job at XX Bank. as an finance executive, whereas,as I wanted to try something different in my life, I got a job as a operations executive at a hotel, which is far from what I've studied. Perhaps we were in a different industry, things got slowed down between us. No longer talks about anything but figures, figures, figures. He talked about his colleagues to me, grumbling why he was not credited when he helped the bank to earn so much, how much clients he had attracted and things were just not the same anymore. I didn't even remember that familiar smile on his face. Unknowingly at times, I started staring at his face blankly, thinking where had that smile gone too. He shook me up, asking me if I was ok. I woke up, and said nothing. Perhaps with this gap, we had drifted somehow. No longer this is called a relationship, it was a routine, yet not a promising one. To make things worse, before that problem surfaced, my father had contracted throat cancer. We were not a rich family, and the whole family would have to depend on me for the medical treatments. I did not want to approach anyone, I did not even let Gary know about this. Times I had rejected him to go out for dates as I took up part time jobs. He was confused, and that even drifted us more. I understood I should tell him, but I did not want him to worry too much. To one point of time, we stopped seeing each other. We only met once in a month, and my father's medical bills were pilling, I couldn't almost cope. I was working very hard and I almost broke down psychologically. Finally one day, when I was at my part-time work place, I almost stopped breathing. It was Gary, with another girl's hand around his arm, talking to a guy friend. I was confused. I did not know how to react. I just frooze there. To a point of time, when I saw that guy friend went off, I woke up. I could not be bother with the job anymore, took my bag, and stormed to that man who had that shock face I had never seen. He betrayed me.
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