Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
rrite..
ms lee listens to the power of love.haha..
okie.
im tired.
*
me: if i sae i wana go out tonight,can i?
mum: first of all,who are u going out wif and where?
me: im just asking.so can i?
mum: can you even tell me who are u going out wif?
me: pebble.(u shld noe la ar)
mum: i tot i told u guys could be friends?
me: cant a guy be my friend and go out together?
mum: u're going out at night and wad u're trying to tell me is hes ur *du* im not trying to be conservative or wadever.
me: (behind) u are lor
mum: im not trying to restrict ur movements or anything--
me: (cuts in) you are.bye
mum: bye-
*
i put the phone down.
i was talking to her on the phone.
mabbie she dosent understand.
mabbie i dont understand.
i duno.
she's too protective of me.i understand dat.
but the thing is.cant i hav guy freinds? wad isit wif guys?
they're human oso right.
aiya! think it'll be forever till she understand.
damn.
i dont blame her.
i would never ever be tired of us.
lovable me. ! 9:12 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
rrite..
its Chinese New Year!!
happy new year!! hope u guys have a good year ahead yea?
hahaha
okie..daniel.u listen here, and u listen good.
wad is up wif all ur assumptions and jumping to conclusions?? wth??
its chinese new year! god damn it.u tink i can see my msg wen it i dont put a ringtone?? and u tink i can hear my fone ringing wen my bag is like so far away and there's like 20 odd people under one roof?? come on la. other ppl got nth beta to do prank call or wadever..y do u even care? they got nth beta to do wad.. everytime i sae its my fault,u sae u talk nicely to me and dan im like this. wad did u msg me? u ask urself..u urself make it sound its entirely my fault ok.
i've had it. u're my buddie.u are okie.will u stop jumping to conclusions?? i turned off my fone earlier to sleep, u sae even a blind person can tell dat im doing it on purpose. wen u cant get through or nvr reply ur msg.fine ok. its my fault!! get it.and dont tell me dat wen u come down and support me i dont perform well and wen u dont come down i performed well. we lost oso can.
and u're asking me to reflect.it seems dat everything dat happens in our frenship is all my fault. cool.it is my fault.
look.dont tink dat daniel's not a good guy.hes great okie.
rrite..im so not happy todae.its not daniel's fault.its not him either. its something else.
wadeva la.my life truely stinks.
Happy Chinese New Year u guys.
lovable me. ! 5:02 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
okie!!
im all happy now!!
i just happen to sort my feelings out..so cleverr!!
yay!~
i did one emaths question. i passed my first emath test!! can u believe it!? well,i cant. haha =)
i just sat there. stoning.i saw gwen's tag and i started thinking..i read my blog thought again..
Faith.
i should noe beta.. =) i should haf had Faith in you. nono,not should.
will have.
rrite..
i have complete Faith in you. wadever the outcome might be,i'll accept it.
o i forgot wad i wanted to sae next..wait ar..
okie.nvm.
love you!
lovable me. ! 10:42 PM
i didnt noe.pretending to be strong was so difficult.
cheering others up wen u urself's down.
rrite.
reaching home after 7 is crap.i am crap.
had amaths test todae.didnt noe how to do qn. 5,6a and b.
the girls plyed bball and watched soccer.not bad ar..can multi-task.my frens ma.
wss lost.okie...but lLx was good.
its my fault for not going to church..isit?
was i wrong to fall for you?
well.too bad i did.and i fell deep.
im afraid to lose you.i dont want to either.
i lived a day knowing dat i lost u.
i felt like crap.
i shouldnt be saying this. mabbie i should learn to let go. things happen for a reason. God does not make things happen for no reason.
i shouldnt be feeling like this, tml's chinese new year's eve.
cheer up alicious.
i'll always be there for u eh? no matter how little time i spend wif u guys.
i love u guys loads! e2 gurls, forever~
hahaha...
lovable me. ! 9:16 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
okie!
im back.i was studying amaths.was.stopped halfway,to..erm,doodle on my notebook.i drew stars all over my time table..haha..there are some flowers too..haha..i like stars. =)
i continued studying..i stopped again.too much to absorb.so here i am! haha..
tired~
going to watch Ghost soon..haha..its a love story..on ch5..whole family's watching! cool huh..not xactly..
o yes! my discman's spoiled..darn..it cant spin..sighs..my dad's looking at it.i hope itgets done soon.if not i wont be able to listen to gc on my way to school anyore..
rrite.nites! =)
lovable me. ! 10:30 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
ooh!!
welcome to the month of Feburary...haha..u noe.Feb! haha
today's a day to be rmb.not to be forgotten.now,i seriously understand the meaning of stress. maybe i should use the word,pressure. wadever~
i broke down! its not easy handling great weights thrown at u without preparing for it. haha.. nah la..can alreadi..
ws, are u okie? lac kae
hL, are u okie? lac kae
ali, are u okie? lac kae
choo, are u okie? lac kae
=)
finally somebody agrees that im lovable! rrite ali..haha
the most lovable person on earth!! haha =)
practically.i just dont understand wad isit. wads wrong? talk, and you sae i dont care.tell me can?! u noe veri well hu u are.
lovable me. ! 10:11 PM