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Saturday, August 14, 2004
todae..went dancing..not bad hor..ankle swollen still can dance..last nite so tired.. oso duno wad was happening..fall alseep and wake up again..got flu oso..can die la..yay! finally finsh all da dancesteps le..so happie..everybody noes oso..da auditions are postponed to da week after next..yea! great..seniors dance till so nice..esp xiaolin..veri nice..we steal sum ideas frm dem..guilty! yen hui power.. everybody was great! well done..so tired..nth much happened..jus veri tired..sick too..im hoping to go for da fireworks tml..da girls..e2 gang and daniel..mabbie leonard go..duno..tired..
so long i nvr post love story liao..todae i post..enjoy
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A love story that sprung in virtual space between two complete strangers in the night.. [part 1 of 3]
since i started study in sec sch till before i know L on sept 2001. i knew a few guys, they all say love me, take care of me forever and promise me alot of things but all end up break e promises that they had make. all lie to me and make lost trust on guys.. sighz =(
one night i cant sleep so went irc find people to chat... i happen to join a channel, and get to know some gals younger than me.. they're so nice and friendly... and i start to chat with them in e main for a few hours and dint notice e rest of e peoples in e channel, included L.. from that night onward, whenever its night time i'll log in irc and find those gals chat...
after a few days, L noticed me... he pm and ask me "hi, are you busy?" and that moment onward... i'll just chat with him only.. while we were chatting, i felt that we seem like knew each other long long ago.. i really enjoy chatting with him in irc... he really know how to make me happy and laugh.. =)
since that night onward, i seldom chat in e main with those gals and L will always pm me when i online.. after few weeks chatting with L, i know he's younger than me by 2 yrs old (he's 18 and i 20)... and study in poly 1st yr. no gf and dint love any gal before. he even asked my nos, cos sometime i dint online he could sms me.. he even tried to call me but i'm too shy to pick up e call... =p so sometime i'll pick up e call and hear his voice and i wont talk... i know i very rude.. i thought after a few calls, if i dont talk... he'll angry.. but he didnt! he still can speak nicely over e phone told me not to paiseh, just treat that we chat in irc and feel normal... hee hee... but i still dont have courage to speak up.. sigh...
one fine day, my best fren called me and ask me out for chat.. when i saw her and tell her about everything happened on me in e past weeks... i told her that i can feel that L is a very nice guy.. then my fren tease me say i fell in love with a guy younger than me.. and laugh say that "dont know who say like "older" guys hor..." (i told her before i'll never like/love guy younger than me.. cos people will say i "gao JIE DI LIAN" ") from that moment then i realised i've a crush on L liao... after meeting up my fren, i went back home and log in irc while i go bath... after bath, i saw a pm from L.. and we start our chatting again... after few hours he gonna sleep and he say sorry that couldn't chat with me cos he've to wake early in
morning.. i told him its alright... but he kept saying sorry that cannot accompany me and promise will chat with me longer tmr night... i told him its really ok with me and go sleep.. after awhile he really guai guai go sleep *wink* after he went bed, i check e main got any new topic.. i dint saw any new topic but i saw L quit msg.. it written han yu pin ying... oh my! its saying he miss a gal named, hui something something.. sob sob... my heart like tearing apart.. so pain so pain.. i wanted to call him and ask who's e gal named hui but i dint... cos i know he need to wake up early tmr.. so i dint disturb him and went bed sadly..
the next day, i as usually meet my best fren and tell her that i think L is a liar also.. i told her everything i saw
yesterday night.. she told me there must be a misunderstanding... and told me to ask him over e phone clearly.. (die.. call him? sigh i dont dare... how how...) suddenly my fren grab my phone and said "if you dont dare to call, i'll call him on behalf of you" i told my fren "if you want to, call loh.. i dont scare... haha" (i know my fren type, she's also very shy one..) after awhile she said "hello, do you know who i am?" (i thought she was kidding with me then i shout n scream "dont play le la, i know you wont call L one" then i heard) she said "hee hee.. i'm not e gal la... e one shouting n screaming is e gal la!" after i heard she said that, i can comfirm that she's not playing with me.. i felt so paiseh dont know what to do and say... standing there gon gon... then my fren passed me e phone and i heard L laughing at me over e phone saying "heehee,
i heard somebody's voice liao loh... so cute one" that time my beating very fast.. i nearly cried... since he've heard my voice.. i've no choice and say "hi" over e phone... while my playful fren beside me still laughing at me.. saying my face like an "red apple" oh my! L heard it over e phone and tease me again... (in mind, i was thinking a topic to talk with him.. if not i'll be very paiseh n paiseh... suddenly i remember e purpose why my fren will call him) then i start serious talk with him
me: L, i've something to ask you..
L : yeah?
me: er.. yesterday after u log off ur irc, i saw ur quit msg... er...
L : then... whats you wanna ask... just ask loh
me: er.. who's e gal named hui something something ?
L : huh? got a gal named hui meh?
me: no meh? last night your quit msg leh... (suddenly feel very sad.. feel that he trying to lie or hide something from me)
L : OH... i know what u saying liao.. that's one of wang li hon's song la.. its his new song...
me: (i keep quiet over e phone and think e words he put it as quit msg last night.. and i sing it in heart... oh no! its really wang li hon's new song..) hee hee.. ya... at first i thought you've gal in your mind... sorry mistaken you..
L : aiyo.. i thought you angry me what... scared me you know ?
me: sorry..
L : nvm la.. er, just now that gal is your best fren who you always tell me bout her ?
me: hee hee.. ya...
L : guess you're outside chatting with her.. go chat with her and we'll see each other in irc later k
me: okay.. bye bye
L : bye bye...
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