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Thursday, August 19, 2004
wa..todae was sick..had fever in sch..i tot i was feeling beta but dring lunch my head was so heavy..painful..after dat..fever came..wa..jus couldnt take it..sprawled on da netball court..so comfortable..wen i reali coudnt take it,i msged my buddie..he came wif panadol..so unexpected..haha..after da panadol i could jump and run readi..i felt so gd.. haha..thanx buddie!! u're da best..haha..and joachim..thanx too! u mus take care oso.. wana see u strong too..haha..came home and ate ice-cream! magmum..with da chocolate coating..yumm..so nice..and i have a splitting headache now..tml haf lit common test..mus take la..if im going to sch tml..go study..pain pain..argh!
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da love story ya..[part 3 of 3]it's L calling... oh no! (my heart beat getting faster and faster) i slowly pick up e call and said "hellooo..." he said "hee, i saw you liao.. you were wearing a blue t-shirt" and i replied "huh?? where you saw me??? why i dint saw you?? dont scare me leh...." (in mind, i was thinking that his height is 1.85 tall.. i should have saw him mah.. he's so tall and i saw his pic before.. why i dint leh.. aiya, i wear so casual and simple.. sigh so paiseh liao..) my eyes still looking around finding tall guy... while talking with him over e phone, i walk toward mrt station.. and hoping to leave e place once... cos i was he spotted me and i dint... when i standing to wait for train... suddenly a guy very tall walk toward me.. i ask him over e phone.. "is that you walking towards me?" he said "yeah, dont walk so fast.. i can't catch you" (aiyo, i nearly cry out) after he heard my voice abit strange then he stop walking toward me.. then he ask me "why you scare of me? am really that scary??" i replied "no.. no... its me not prepared" (glad he's understanding) he said" sorry, if scared you just now.. btw, have you done e thing which you purpose to do ?" i replied"no, cos i came here abit late and e place close liao.. i think i've to come back tmr..." then he said "aiyo, tmr if you come in e morning, i can accompany you if want to, just let me know... i can bring you go eat breakfast also mah" i replied" ok, see how"
after i had my dinner, i log on irc. then as usually i chat with L again.. he said want to accompany me tmr... dont know why i say ok will meet him tmr for breakfast and he'll company do e thing i purpose to do today..
5th of feb, i meet him 8.30am at e same place he saw me yesterday.. after i finished doing e things for my sister... i still never saw him.. sigh he's late... after waiting awhile.. he came and say sorry to me.. then he bring me to a mac to eat breakfast.. he ask me " what do you like for breakfast?" i replied him " hee, whats do you think" he said "wait me here, i know what to get for you" after he bought e foods.. he really bought my fav "big breakfast meal" =) while i was eating, his eyes kept looking at me.. i was so shy that i eat slowly.. i told him not to look to at me but he dint listen.. in e end, i dint finish my foods..
after breakfast, we went for a walk... i still dont dare to see him while we chatting.. and i know that he've seeing me e whole morning... when its about 12pm, he told me he've a lesson later cant accompany me liao.. i was so sad after i hearing he's leaving.. no choice, so accompany him take a bus to his poly.. in e bus, we sit in e upper deck behind last row seats.. we chat happily... he said my fingernails very beautiful.. and ask him to show him clearly... then i said "your fingernails also very nice mah... like gals... heehee" then he say i very naughty.. then we start to play our hands... his hands palm really very big.. cos he play got play basketball one.. then i show him my hands also... and that was e first we touched each other hands.. after that i quickly keep my hands.. (hee, cos i was too shy)
happy times really goes very fast, next bus stop he've to alight liao... sigh, really cant bear it.. before he left he said" i'll call you later, bye" then i replied"you go loh, dont come back hor" he was blur and say "huh??" then i say "nothing, faster go if not you've to alight at next bus stop liao" after he alighted, he see up e upper deck n pretend that i'm not seeing him.. after that i received a sms from him... as usual those mushy sms.. i really enjoy e short morning with him...
then as usual when he go home, he call me.. and we talk about e things happened in e morning.. e way he chat with me still like last time before we met...
6th of feb, as usual he call... i felt there's something bad going to happen.. he seem like something want to tell me but he dont dare to say it out... i asked him why but dont say.. i've a feeling he want to stop e relationship(althought we dint start it but we know we've that feel for each other.. as i want it to start valentine's day.. special day mah) sigh, i play a sad song... and i ask him.. "er, issit... you.. want to.... er.. e song i play now?" he replied"er... ya...." (e song i played a "break up" song" when he said that... i cry over e phone.. he know but he dont dare to say any words.. after awhile, i ask him "why must you do this do me?" he said" feeling lost.. sorry" after i heard it... my mind went blank.. dont know what to do... i thought he's different from other guys.. and i never thought he's also another jerk!~ then i hung e phone without saying bye.... after e call, he ask me to dl su yong kang's sorry listen.. he left me this song only...
from that onwards, he never call/sms anymore.. when valentine's day... i'm at home alone.. he dint bother call and cares for me anymore.. and i dint watch "Marry A Rich Man"... when march 1wk holiday, i dint go tour also... sighz~~ he's really dont want me liao..
so sad.. till now i still cannot forget him...
and i dint tell him i loving him still..
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