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Go on, be a PERV.
and LOOK DOWN
for directions! =)
Thursday, September 30, 2004
this is wad a girl said to a guy:
If you see me walking the road with someone
else,
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to walk
beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my
heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..
Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..
Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..
"HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
walk
beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that
stand before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your
heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the
chance
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with
y cant it be you who tells me all this?
o wadever..
lovable me. ! 9:32 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
kids are soo lovable! they can cheer u up on ur bad day! haha..so cute!
love them! haha..
nvr wanted * so badly before..
to rid of all the pain inside
all i gota do is smile
and pretend that nothing's wrong
lovable me. ! 5:58 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
soo bloddy fked up..though i can still laugh and joke..but its like real bastard of the STUPID CLERK OF WSS.
stupid woman..although the incident is alreadi over..but wad u said was..i cant take it.. u said it as till as if my mum and dad did not bring me up well..SO? its not ur problem! they are great parents..get ur bloody nose outa my family stuff..and another thing..dont tell me that they are not windows..before this incident i alreadi took out the panels before..y didnt u cum up and sae:"o..this is not a window anymore." when th ebloody thing still has 4 of its panels dere,and still serving its purpose..wad are u talking about? i tear a page out of a book..and u wana use it,i can tell u dat no..u cant use it,cos its not a book anymore..stupid.u're blind too eh? cant u see that my class still has its panels? blind ar! its other classes..as if we're the ONLI girls hu took out the panels..
i heard that the servant told alicious and the rest not to put back the panels..wads your problem? whitley is VERY poor ok..dun spend money on unessary things.since the panels can be put back again and the windows still can be used..dont waste money if its SO important.get a life the both of u! at the canteen,the lights are turn off.to save money..so,u're telling me that the monesy saved is spent on this la.i tot mrs singh always sae that the money are spent on books to enrich our knowledge? so its not la.. wow..wad a way to save money..wss is such a great sch..well done!o yea..talked for so long..didnt tell u wad happened..ehem..
1)bags in class
2)took out window panels,climed inside..took bags
3)sway..kena caught by the SERVANT
4)office write report
thats it
jy! heard wad u said..thanx! so gan dong!! e2 girls rawk!
lovable me. ! 5:42 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
haiz..jus ate pasta..yum..drank milk..yum..but y dont i feel happie at all? weell..i duno..stress..lotsa stuff happening around me..and answers are nowhere to be found.. nobody provides them..they've gota be found..but where?
lovable me. ! 4:58 PM
"On The Way Down"
Sick and Tired of this world
There's no more air
Trippin' over myself
Goin' nowhere
Waiting
Suffocating
No direction
And I took a dive
And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
I've been wondering why
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive
'cause on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
I was so afraid
Of going under
But now
The weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no, nothing
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
Down, down, down
You're all I needed
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted
All that I needed
On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you
lovable me. ! 4:57 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
i've decided to take up a new challange..haha..gona follow in hL's steps..go online during the weekends..exams are round the corner..yea..
well..the COMPUTERISED BILL told everyone that I overused mua fone AGAIN..fine..cancell it dan..im not some kind of big shot hu reali needs lotsa attention..ppl paying attention to me arent the ppl i wana..so wad for..? im not so important..im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.
i am nvr rite..wads the use of speaking up or voicing out when nobody listens? in addition,it is thrown back at u..harshly.with added comments.
forget it..im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.
dun bother bout me..as i said:
im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.
lovable me. ! 9:32 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
woo..today had chinese test..started studying from the holidays..reali..jus finished listening power 98fm..first up on the chart's she will be loved!! (= my blog has it! haha..hahaha..i tink i did okae for the test..although i didn't reali know how the han yu pin yin..but still ok la..cos i was able to understand the cloze passage..haha.. accompishment ok..ha..well..my chinese tuition merged wif a sec one class..so quiet.. the one hu makes noise is the girl sitting in front..she keeps adding comments..getting irritated..haha..we used ti haf class wif this bunch of sec 3 guys who made lotsa niose and class was reali lively..sorta miss them..haha..o ya..there is this cute boy..lets not call him boy..this guy from phs..haha..cute..haha..too bad..hes younger~ =p
lovable me. ! 10:11 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
terrible terrible mood swing nowadays..y lidat? haiya..must be stress..today choose class..wana go e2..but can i make it? i duno..wif shitty redults..work hard lor..will de..i tink after this week i wont come in le..study..reali wana get into e2..try my best..sighs..test..tml mondae and tuesday..siao leh..stress..chinese maths and geog..the 3 subjects im weakest in..haha..jus do it ba! haha..
sometimes i reali reali doubt how u feel for me..i duno..mabbie im tinking too much..but y do i have a premotion that something is going to happen..jus wana let u noe i reali like you..
o ya..by the way..daniel's not my stead..hes my best fren..my buddie.. (=
lovable me. ! 8:15 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
shite! im doing my geog project?(deadline was on monday) haha..my printer's ink is haywire..sighs..duno hu online can help me..asking alicious now..i asked her if ck has a printer..haha..he nvr reply..haha! stressed sia..my nails cut half way..ha..later i cut shite again..my mum jus scolded me..jus cos OUR printer's not working and shes scolding me..wadever..shes nagging..
lovable me. ! 10:36 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
hahaha..good mood leh! haha..i did my mahts all by myself! haha..gd mood! yea..not reali gona write lots todae..veri busy..playing checkers..ha..feeling funnie inside..must be i eat too much readi..haha
lovable me. ! 10:00 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye
lovable me. ! 4:50 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
mood swing!! argh! tired la..sorrie for not blogging for sometime..my parents were out of town..was staying at my grandmummy's place..no computer..its fridae..im dreading going back to sch..mondae blues..haiya..but i finished all my homework alreadi!! cept the geog project..didnt call debs and she didnt call me..haha.lazy i guess..sighs.. todae reali mood swing la..mus be da mondae blues..sian sian..hais..confused!
ever felt when u tried to be yourself but u're afraid that people might not accept who u reali are..argh!
control..haha..i will.. (=
lovable me. ! 9:41 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
my buddie is jealous!! and upset..cos my blog no haf him..haha..so farnie..he keep nagging..y ur blog nvr write bout me..? and when i change topic,he answers my question and gets back to the other topic..haha..its okie..haha..im looking forward to tuesdae! wild wild wet! i tink later im gona buy slippers..frm op! nice..haha
good mood la..all of a sudden i tink dat xp is sho veri coool..i oso duno y..haha
lovable me. ! 7:24 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
u left..u didnt sae bye to me..sighs..its okie..u're cumming back..i jus realized dat im stupid..i got a bloody e8 for my maths..its like so shite..i noe my stuff..its jus dat i've jus been flunking..wtf..im a great person..failure seh..my dreams are like taken away and thrown into the drian..i was laughing wen i got my resuts..everyone else was crying..i jus couldnt bring myself to cry then..everyone was crying..not everyone la.. my results dropped..ALOT..sia la..manda's a failure! wahaha..im still thinking of being a laywer..cant even get into gd clsss next year lor..bloody shit..wan cry readi la..stupid stupid me..fuck off man..im feeling so shit now..i've been slacking..yea..and dats wad i get..shit shit shite! how cum im feeling like this i oso duno..jus now was actually in a gd mood..y like this i oso duno.. wtf wtf! melvin and i are discussing bout commiting suiside..crazy hor..siao.. i wont..i've got a full life ahead of me..dere's bound to be ups and downs of life..this is part of it..im still young..but.. y lidat..i cannot take it..
lovable me. ! 9:48 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
jus watched sing idol..not bad..i've got a book to read! finally..its wine wisdom by susy sumtink..dun rmb..it teaches you bout the different wines..reds and whites..cool~ haha..todae,at 7.15 i was at the bus stop waiting for bus 54..it was raining..heavily. i took the train to sch..but i wasnt booked! yay! haha..the prefect let me in summore.. haha..im listening to music..im waiting..waiting~ for wad? crazy..hahatml yi xuan going to mt k..gona miss her..cos she cant cum back for training..haha..she is my partner! =) 9.18 le..late late..haha..leonard owes me $$..hais..mus get back..
i dont tink i'll be in blogging for da next week..not gona be at home..parents outa town.. if anytink's up..gimme a ring at my fone yea..im gettin it back! haha =D
lovable me. ! 9:13 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
tired leh..haha..i cut my hair..not bad la..i like it..went out to buy slipper.. supposedly.but the slipper shown in the mag was totally different in the shop! sighs.. mission failed.haha..but its okie..i saw this other slipper in op..30 bucks..haha..gona call mummy dere..slipper! wahaha..buddie?! where are u?? go sentosa play dan haven cum home yet..haiya..but my fault oso la..i nvr msg buddie..budden veri late readi..
-him-
onli "dissapoint" can express da words i haf for u dude..im veri dissapointed in u..
-you-
im not readi..haha.. =) i hafta overcome da thing i haf for relationships..ha..stupid.. but..i do care..ha =)
LaLaLa..my blog has music! and pls la..if wana cause any disturbence..plsss.. identify urself..dun use others as ur dang jian pai..or wadeva..
lovable me. ! 10:04 PM
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